The last post was #100. woo.

Was out again last night with OOF, since he’s headed off to forn parts to see his girlfriend, and I hadn’t seen him in a *gasp* week. Also, my employment is taking longer and longer and really, sometimes I can’t stand it. Sometimes I look at my life and think, FUCK this is exactly how it was 2 years ago, when I ran away to make some progress. In a big circle. And that’s when OOF reminds me that no, I ain’t back in that horrible hole, because my life IS different. I can call people and actually have them come out! And then sing loudly along to Britney Spears and Savage Garden while we’re at it. And run in terror when I sing along to Enrique Iglesias, accompanied by loud hisses of “YOU KNOW THE WORDS!!??!?!?!?!!?!?”

But I digress….it’s reassuring to know that patterns do not, after all, exert themselves unbreakably in my life. It’s reassuring to know that I can, do and will continue to meet interesting people, in my lil hellhole, and have a social life of the kind I appreciate, with everyone’s friends all tumbling together in a big ball of puppies. I’m so very happy to discover that everyone isn’t the same, and there are people who are willing to emerge from their ruts, no matter how comfy they are inside. And lastly, I’m ecstatic to report that there exists a club that has salsa on weekends, with no cover!! Guess where Ima be every weekend?

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